God knows our struggles, He always does. But, I have been very internal with everything we’ve been learning with our 4 y/o son’s ASD diagnosis. The past 3 months have been an overload of information, evaluations, and appointments. I’ve felt overwhelmed, I can only imagine my wife’s feelings. I’ve questioned if there’s anyone who knows how I’m feeling and my mind says to just keep it to myself. So I let it sit inside of me…Until last night.
I’ve only cried one other time like I did last night about the whole situation. But once I decided to empty myself of all the emotions i’ve held in, it was as though God saw me. In the chaos of this world, it felt as though He, The King of all kings, stopped and showed me, He sees me. Everything I’ve been struggling with, He knows about. I just have to be honest with Him. He can handle it. He wants to be my help. He wants to be my strength. I just have to let Him.
Maybe you’ve been struggling with something too. Maybe you feel like no one else would understand. But God does. Just trust Him. He showed me in the past, His faithfulness. He’ll do it again. He showed me in the past, His goodness. He’ll do it again. He showed me, He’s got this…Won’t He do it again.No one understands us like our God.
Stop…Think about His goodness. His mercy. His faithfulness. And lay all those things you’ve been carrying at His feet…HE CAN HANDLE IT.